Sept 28 2022. Day who knows, in sissy wave forever, I am a sissy for life now at least that's what I now believe now that I have gone past that point in which a sissy cannot return to ever being able to be straight for more than a couple of days. What I am saying is that once clinging on to your straight side is no longer possible no matter how long you have tried to go back to straight and for me it has been more than a year that I cannot stay straight for more than a couple of days without having sissy thoughts and then almost with in a few minutes bam SissyMmarsha again and now more than ever I love being a sissy and it is so exciting thinking about all the Daddies that want my sissy ass! Today is so normal actually yes this is a typical SissyMmarsha day up and down bouncing back and forth between sissy and straight, but mostly sissy, lets see where it goes. I purged a 4 hrs ago and I am back already and feel even more sissy than ever! Every time I purge brings me closer to permanent sissy! These kram attacks are just spasms of dying kram as he is dissolved into me SissyMmarsha. Now that I am sissy I can't imagine being anything else.
It when I cum that SissyMmarsha fades for at least 2 hrs and then usually with in a 2hrs to 48hrs I am back, but lots of times just a few yes I am pretty much a sissy with intermittent urges to be straight again and as SissyMmarsha I have no idea what being straight is like as I am sissy and no nothing else nor want anything else its true so fucking true!!!!!
Sept 29 2022. Day who knows, On Sissy wave forever, Chasity day1; A new day approaching will I stay sissy? I imagine I will, but theses days I never know this could be me forever this time. My sissy desires have never been so intense i crave cock so bad at this moment its cra-cra! I am sissy omg for life! I need cock so bad I never could omg imagined the power behind becoming a sissy no stopping the sissy turn!
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ReplyDeleteSept 28 2022. Day who knows, in sissy wave forever, I am a sissy for life now at least that's what I now believe now that I have gone past that point in which a sissy cannot return to ever being able to be straight for more than a couple of days. What I am saying is that once clinging on to your straight side is no longer possible no matter how long you have tried to go back to straight and for me it has been more than a year that I cannot stay straight for more than a couple of days without having sissy thoughts and then almost with in a few minutes bam SissyMmarsha again and now more than ever I love being a sissy and it is so exciting thinking about all the Daddies that want my sissy ass! Today is so normal actually yes this is a typical SissyMmarsha day up and down bouncing back and forth between sissy and straight, but mostly sissy, lets see where it goes. I purged a 4 hrs ago and I am back already and feel even more sissy than ever! Every time I purge brings me closer to permanent sissy! These kram attacks are just spasms of dying kram as he is dissolved into me SissyMmarsha. Now that I am sissy I can't imagine being anything else.
It when I cum that SissyMmarsha fades for at least 2 hrs and then usually with in a 2hrs to 48hrs I am back, but lots of times just a few yes I am pretty much a sissy with intermittent urges to be straight again and as SissyMmarsha I have no idea what being straight is like as I am sissy and no nothing else nor want anything else its true so fucking true!!!!!
Sept 29 2022. Day who knows, On Sissy wave forever, Chasity day1; A new day approaching will I stay sissy? I imagine I will, but theses days I never know this could be me forever this time. My sissy desires have never been so intense i crave cock so bad at this moment its cra-cra! I am sissy omg for life! I need cock so bad I never could omg imagined the power behind becoming a sissy no stopping the sissy turn!