Halloween! I must be getting bolder, or maybe a case of I just don't care as much, but I went out to a club on Halloween, dressed, twice! Firstly I was a green fairy! There was a man on CS that offered to take me out for Halloween. I offered to go as a maid, but he wanted a fairy, so I spent a couple of days pulling a fairy costume together. Here's a pic..

Then on Halloween itself, I dressed up as, well, I'm not quite sure, but it was way fun!

If you dressed up, did you have fun! I sure did!! katie (oh btw, here's a great link to some make-up tips..) https://www.flickr.com/photos/sylviadebahia/9280101057/in/faves-norasim1/

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I did it!  I went to a (ok TG friendly) restaurant for lunch, on a weekday, dressed as katie!
I tried to dress demurely, (jeans, blouse, heels), but still tried to look good for my date.
I'll post some pics soon, but it was quite a rush!
Thanks to a special friend..

katie

Found an interesting site.  When I get more time I'm going to thoroughly review!

http://transbetty.com

List of things to do before I die..

Attend all of these!

Be-All:
California Dreamin:
Colorado Goldrush:
Dignity Cruise:
En Femme Getaway:
Esprit:
Fall Harvest:
Fantasia Fair:
First Event:
Holiday En Femme:
Just You Week:
Keystone Conference:
Paradise In Poconos:
Pinkfest:
Southern Comfort (SCC):
Texas T:
Wildside Sin City Soiree:

What I found from a year ago!

I was surfing and found a post on fetlife, (Yes, I'm on there too..) from a year ago.  It's still true..

In response to this post:

Forced till you realize you need a new life

by strictnellie about 1 year ago

Some of you know you are in the wrong body but dont have the courage to come out to people around you, when will you ever live a happy life and transform into the right body.. The urge keeps eating u up alive and need a strong hand to train you and force u into the body you always crave.. Am open to serious minded people only.. No time for timewasters..

any my reply...
 So insightful. Since I was a little boy, I wished the mistake of my birth sex could be fixed. I didn't want to be a big strong dirty boy but a soft pretty girl. Starting around 7 with my sisters nylon panties, fully dressed in mini-skirt and heels by 12, to having my first garterbelt at 20 and corset at 40... had fetlife existed back then, I'm pretty sure I'd have a nice pair of breasts and spend most of my days in a maids dress.. but alas, I grew up in an age of ignorance and fear... 

Why I'm not katie fulltime..

I've often asked myself that very question.  Why do I keep up a facade of being masculine, when i dream of sleeping in nylon and lace, dressing in lingerie and sexy dresses, shoes, make-up..  I've kept this part of me suppressed for so long, and I often wonder why. 
It would bring much pain to my parents if they knew, yes.  It would make my professional life difficult, yes.  But mostly, would I be happier?  Would I be able to find the partner in crime that would bring me joy in life? 

Currently, I'm comfortable.  I am not bad looking as a guy, and have been successful finding love, just only as my boyself, not as katie. 
I've been successful in my career, (would love to learn more about solar!), but would i have been as successful as katie?  Probably not.
Would my family disown me?  Probably not, but I'm sure it would devastate my mother.  (She's old school, and very prejudice).  But is that enough for me to deny myself true happiness?
If I was born 20 years later, and had the internet growing up, I have no doubt I would have started hormones at 20, my desire is that strong.  But when i was growing up in the 70s and 80s, gays were ostracized, AIDs was a death sentance, and trans sexuals were deviants. 
Those who would willingly stand before the world and invite such abuse are beyond courageous.  Sadly, I was not.

How katie came to be

katie was 'born' when a little boy, of about 7, found his older sister had soft, pretty, silky panties.  The allure was overwhelming.   By 10, katie was regularly wearing pretty bras, panties, dresses, skirts, heels, but only in private, and only alone. 

One day katie was wearing panties when some friends came over.  They noticed the lines through katie's clothes and made fun of her.  Deeply ashamed, she denied everything, then as soon as possible, changed into icky boy undies. 

Another time, katie tried on her mother's make-up, like most little girls.  But she didn't know how to get mascara off, and another boy noticed.  He teased katie, but didn't do anything else.  Scared, katie hid behind her boyself, and only came out in private.

Well I didn't go to wildside, but I did go to Viva Las Vegas!

I did it!  I attended a drag show as katie!  I took pics downtown and on the strip!  I'm thinking about going to a casino today..

Heady stuff for a long time closet xdresser..

And before I left, I had to use the 'ladies' room!  (thanks to Fantasia!)
And then.. I realized it was still early, (for Vegas at least..) and had to take a few more pics..
Always wanted to visit an adult toy store..

And why not go downtown?

And what visit to Vegas would be complete without a pic at the iconic Vegas sign!

What a rush!  Just wish the nice gurls I met at Flex would have wanted to stay out later..

katie

Wild side in Las Vegas..

I want to go!!! (But probably won't..)

Hi!

I have never posted anything like this, but I saw this picture and just went OH WOW!  I WANT THIS!

Anyone want to put me in this?

katie

Roadtrip!

Who would like to have this sissy visit them?

Nice read.
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B6uOaVFaZDedNUU3TVZNTHNYZ3M/view?pli=1

Some really awesome tumblr site..

http://i-fav-tgirls.tumblr.com
http://becomeatrap.tumblr.com/
http://domdaddyforsissysluts.tumblr.com/

I'm on FemDommeSociety now!

Thank You Ms Amelia and friends..